there's this little person inside of me babbling

i can't lie to myself anymore.. :)
everyday single day i woke up in the morning, i thought about her..

how is she?
how's she doing?
what did she do all day?
did she had lunch today?
how bout dinner?

i'm not a psychic..
i don't know anything what's going on with her..
but i really want to know..

i guess..
she doesn't want me to..
it's ok :) maybe, she'll let me know another time..

who knows when?
could be tomorrow?
could be next week?
could be next month?
next year?

i can wait forever.. :)

after all these times..
i have been forcing myself..
stepping in front of someone else s door
with a big smile on my face..
even when meeting people..

some don't even realized it..
but a few did..
and they just let me be..
this is between me and my emotion..

i really miss her..
i miss those things we did together..
i miss being with her..
i miss going karaoke'ing with her..

but what i really miss about her,
i miss sharing with her..
our thoughts and emotions..

that is all we ever did back then..
even listening to her complaining,
bout her boss and stuff :)
every single day .. hehe


i really miss that clumsy little girl of mine..
;)
do take care wherever you are..


later love .. cheers for everything .. :)

it's time to let go..

1st March 2010

Will always be remembered


Her Sons & Son-In- Law



Her daughters & daughter-in-laws


Her GrandChildren & Great Grandchildren




The seventh day

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We thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new, We thought about you yesterday, and days before that too, We think of you in silence, We often speak your name, Now all we have is memories, and your picture in a frame, Your memory is our keepsake, With which we'll never part,

God has you in his keeping, We always have you in our hearts.






Thank you for all the prayers and blessing !

like a poem that has no ending..

Today's d launching of Malaysian Timber Council Global mart event at Le Meridien Hotel, that will b held at Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre this year on October.

Wat a busy morning! Got up at 7am and was thr at 9am! Went to sentral at noon for lunch and had my dner in my room which i had tapau from cold storage.. Met some friends at BB street just now n off to yamcha!

Just got back from Quattro summer lounge.. Had some drinks with them.. N by now,i'm so dead beat sleepy.. I'm going back kk tomorow afternoon..Cant wait..

Couldnt get this stupid phone to surf the net at nite,i wonder wats wrong with celcom nowadays..Huhu

cheers for everyone.. Cheers for d mix emotions.. Cheers for d nite..

Later love..

*missing someone.. Couldnt reach that person * thru the phone.. But it's ok,i guess..

thinking ...

Someday ...

a day in agro-park,serdang

What a day it was! Been thr since early morning for the Export Furniture Exhibition EFE's 2010 closing ceremony.. The place is so damn strict with security n thr's no pix taking inside the hall.. Thank god Gomoi's thr.. Got bored after a while running here n thr..

I got to ride her new Vios btw back to the hotel! Hehe :)

I'm not dat excited being here today.. It's mama seventh days after her passing.. Everyone's back home n i'm here T.T

damn i'm sad.. I'm sorry everyone..

Stupid phone let me down n not letting me surf the net.. Another failure.. Haizz..

a sick day ..

i havent been this sick in a long time .. yesterday is the day when everything started! i'm soo fucking messed up right now ..

n know what ... i lost my nokia phone with torchlight that i bought in KL ... huhuh

well, it's my mistake after all .. im not that perfect .. but i wonder how it happens ..

maybe the running nose made me clumsy ..

damn !!!!

i guess i'm gonna be sick for the whole week .. shit shit shit !!! but after all we're only humans !!



cheers for the sickness !!!





to that someone, welcome back !!! hope u have a terrific time at OZ ..

Ranau! My home QTH..

Balik kampung! :)

just arrived from kk.. D weather its damn good to me today.. Not a single drop of rain all the way here.. Btw, I'm all alone! Lost in da woods..No whr to go.. Everyones in kk! Sot,i shud hv call them earlier Ahaha..

I'll b attending KRAR AGM tomorow! Thats y im here.. But there's no place like home, some says! I agree with that :) my god! the wind is cold n i think im getting running nosey..

I didnt bring my laptop! Mati la diz.. I have been bloggin' wit this lousy phone for quite sometime now.. Huhu everythings seem so slow.. Even typing on this keypad im ahead by a word, not by a single letter.. Stupid phone! I better save up n buy me a new one.. As if! :P

I wonder hows mama in tuaran doing.. Huhu :(

happy chap goh mei people!

Cheers to ones happiness.. Cheers to longevity,wateva hell dat is :P

later..

KRAR AGM NOTICE

Attn: Mesyuarat Agung Pertama Kelab Radio Amatur Ranau ( KRAR ) akan diadakan pada 28/02/2010 bertempat di Jaini Lodge, Batu 4, Ranau. Semua ahli dijemput hadir.

Sekian.